Annallee (the_shinra) wrote,

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It's my birthday, I'm not sure if I want it to be, but it is. Really I just want to sleep, and then move out.

I've been getting behind in math again and having to go to campus at night to take tests and I can't bring myself to concentrate on any work. Also, I've been sleeping from 10am-5pm when I don't have class, and 3am-7:30am when I do. I hate schedules, I hate routine. Hate. HAAATTTEEEE!!!! ARGHHHH!dmsd;ogs g;ljpiisd[,w,wkgksphbsd

*calms down abruptly*

I've also been thinking; my mother and I agree on every political and moral issue in existence, and she also loves Billy Boyd. So WHY do we usually have such a distant relationship? We spent half the morning bitching about everything the other day, from Bush to various forms of racism to why people get so worked up in Harry/Ron/Hermione ship wars. Sometimes I wish I wasn't so uncomfortable with the idea of seeing parents as friends (I have no idea where that fear comes from).

I also wish I spoke to my brother, because it's so uncomfortable living with someone and barely acklowledging each other. The other day I asked him to kill a spider for me...that was the extent of our conversation for the past week maybe. It's probably mostly my fault since around 16 I had a lot of problems and started isolating myself from everyone. A LOT of family problems built up around then and I started losing friends, too. I really regret most of what I've done since that age but it's hard for me to just go up to people and fix problems. I usually don't know how to fix my own problems since my mind is such a wreck. Usually it's like "I'll deal with it later" so I can convince myself eventally everything will be ok...I just forget that something has to HAPPEN to make it that way. I'm probably coming off as an emotionless robot here because I never know how to talk about these things on LJ, so I'll stop.

Random thought: Am I the only one who thinks Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince is a bad title? Maybe after the book comes out in 2015, I'll appreciate some intricate relevancy to the plot, but I'll probably still think it sucks. I get all my important news from fandom wank, like the HP title and the fact that Gackt thinks it's crude to say he wants a woman who's "good in bed," but not to say he wants someone "good at sex."

Has anyone here played Harvest Moon for Gamecube? And DOES ANYONE KNOW HOW OLD THE MAIN CHARACTER IS? I just got married and had a son (they force you to have a son) and my character still looks about 12.
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Lmao farmer you hasn't gotten any older still? Maybe they're trying to advertise preteen marriage/sex?
In other important news, 7th Heaven ripped off Full House cause Ruthie got her head stuck in the bars on the stairs just how that kid that DJ was babysitting did.

In other much more important news....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!! I know you don't particularly want it to be, but try to enjoy it ::pouts:: pweeze?

It's great that you and your mom have so much in common. There's no reason why you can't be "friends" and "mother/daughter". But I have weird ideas about certain situations where you "shouldn't" be friends too. I guess people can be more than one label at once too. And with your brother..maybe just try the ever used how are you type questions and start talking more little by little and then it will build over time hopefully.
"Lmao farmer you hasn't gotten any older still?"

I had NO idea what that meant at first. Since it was my birthday I thought you were referring to the

I think the head getting caught thing has been used on a lot of family-ish shows. In fact, I think my brother got HIS head caught in the bars once. (The Full House creators did not sue him, in case you were wondering.) How did Ruthie get out?
I guess it's a pretty reality-based plot gimmick then. I don't think they showed Ruthie getting hers out.

Byebye, farmer you!
Happy birthday. <3333 And you don't sound like an emotionless robot at all.

I'm not a big Harry Potter fan, but that title sounds kinda lame, yeah.


I know birthdays can throw things into sharp prespective, but today is your special day and you should be happy. :)

I can really related to what you said about your mom and brother. There's lots of gaps in the relationships with everyone in my family.

Yes, "Half Blood Prince" is a crappo title. Sounds like some sequal to a Disney movie that goes straight to video. ::shrugs::

HARVEST MOON. I love Harvest Moon. I haven't played for a while though. Jack (or whatever you named him) starts out at 20, I think. Or was it 22. I know he looks like he's 10. Then you have a's just wrong. But yeah. Who did you marry? On my original file I went for Nami - she's the best girl. I made a new file, though, and am marrying Muffy because she is so depressed if you don't marry her. O.o

Again, Happy Birthday! :)
Happy birthday! :)

Sucks that you don't have a good relationship with my family, I can relate to that. <3

And yessss, HP/HBP is such a lame title. Gawww.


I know you never like people making a big deal about your birthday, so I just decided to post a comment instead of making a post in my journal.
Yo, happy burfday!

I actually, um (is this safe to say)..don't like Harry Potter in anyway. The other books titles seem to be a lot better than that one. That is a bad title. It sounds very lame compared to the others.

Er, I wish I had anything in common with my mother. Other than my uncle, Jon, I don't think there is anyone else in my family who I have less in common with. I can't hold a conversation with her at all. It's rather frustrating. (And Jon, on the other, I'd like to stab in the forehead with a fork...conservative, yuppie bastard!)

You ought to little by little try to work through these things and talk with your family more often. I think that'd probably be the best thing.

(And math sucks....I had problems like that the last semester I went...I feared trying to take College Algebra)
Happy birthday!

lmao, I gotta play Harvest Moon XD
Happy Birthday!! Johnny says "joyeux anniversaire" and Crespo says "feliz cumpleaños." Wow, three birthday wishes for the price of one comment.

(I am on a caffeine high and going on 4 hours of sleep, so don't mind me).

wanna be added to my friendslist? Then you can see how depressed I am too!! yay (sarcasm).

we should maybe get together sometime? Fiana said you wanted to... I think it'd be fun to catch up and think about old times. How's about some coffee sometime? Let me know...I know that it's hard for you to socialize and so I'll understand if you've changed your mind and don't wanna.
Sure, I shall add you too. Depression is so fun, isn't it?

Yeah, I wanted to get together but the only reason I actually didn't the last time is because of my stupid getting behind in classes and messed up sleeping schedule. It's hard because I always think people don't want to be around me, but I still want to. I think I'll be less busy soon, so of these days. (why does "how's about some coffee sometime?" make me imagine Robert Stack in a detective hat asking me out for a date?)

Lmao, the other day I was 30-40 hours without sleep and drinking cans of coke and going insane, so I know how that is.
why does "how's about some coffee sometime?" make me imagine Robert Stack in a detective hat asking me out for a date?

HAHAHAHA, that made me LITERALLY start laughing outloud. Anyway don't worry about getting together; I'm not leaving until September 1, so there's still plenty of time left.